Wednesday, November 4, 2009 ; 1:13 AMY
Gummies are <3!!
im positively sure no one reads this thing anymore. but anyways i like talking to myself.
people are taking a really really really long time to finish a game of uno. i gamed damn fast. they have been at it for abt half and hour already.
202 seems to be rehearsing drama. can hear their cool creepy puppet thing music.
oh yess. we got into finals! whoots! yes we're damn awesome. like duh. anthonyyy and cooookiessss~
i love minesweeper! rachelle han doesnt seem to get how we do it so fast hah. record on this comp is like 34 secs or sth.
omg theyre finally done. think theyre going back to stress. yes they are.
drama tmr. and foa too. band u in hall is horrible. not like im not hot enough luh. my shirt was soaked through okay.
argh dammit just realised sms sending failed. reception in this place sucks. wanted to send that like 2 hrs ago.
love being the first item for foa though. can do whatever we like after that. but i still think we'll sound better last. milo van today! drank 10 cups. felt like boomzing after thats. had to loosen skirt. damn im fat. what if i cant fit into band skirt tmr?:O oh yes and ate potato wedges before drinking the milo. all that expanded starch. in my stomach. potato soaked with 1litre of milo.
omg han just had a fit and ran ard like a mad woman. not that she isnt one. i think yixing is stressing her out.
anyways back to frolicking.
pranked the 209-ers too hahaa. with kaylakoh and joanleong. the 209 retards were being students helpers for one of the sports. then we went to steal and hide one of their prizes behind a tree and hide near the GO and stare at them. then they didnt seem to notice so kaylakoh smsed them 'something is missing...' 209-er: 'WHUTZ!' kaylakoh: ' 'hehehe' 209-er: -check the prize box- 'get your ass back here' at this point we shifted to behind a bush(like real stalkers) and then ran for our lives after realising that some old person was staring at us from inside the GO. then the 209-ers saw us running and started shouting so kaylakoh pointed behind the tree while running and spoilt the fun. 209-er: 'stupid'
it was damn awesome.
it suddenly dawned on me today that the last day of school is in 2 days. whootz.
han and marissa shriek while getting stressed. han likes to see marissa lose. jazel is winning and han is like 'ownage~ this is called ownage~' and she keeps saying 'can you stop stoning' and 'ohmygod marissa' when theyre playing. and when marissa was winning she said 'omg the world is ending! marissa owned jazel!' the game is taking forever.
but its damn amusing listening to/watching them. shall go watch close up hah. never really learned how to play though:(
Sunday, October 4, 2009 ; 4:24 AMY
Gummies are <3!!
times when i feel useless. it seems like people can cheer me up when im down but im unable to make people feel better. barh maybe im just easily cheered up. i wouldnt know.
anywayys. i was high just now. hah. was jumping ard the house like some idiot and laughing away. it came! whoots! lol then my maid said i wont be able to sleep tonight. i'll just keep laughing lol. no im not that retarded. imma happeee.
cold storaging tmr. apparently.
no idea what hw we have since i pretty much dont do all the stuff they give for revision. awesome right. i conclude thats probably why i fail. that and the fact i dont study on my own either.
i got more haw flakes!
listened to some talk on gayity today. im gay friendly! no that does not mean im gay. i am not okay. accept it people. i just have a lot of love to spare. coz imma LOVEly person. duh.
hungryy. shall go eats.
Saturday, October 3, 2009 ; 2:42 AMY
Gummies are <3!!
i post while someone sleeps on the floor.
somewhat studied chem today barh. bet i wont rmb a thing by the time i get home. my mom kept being annoying abt eoys today. dono wth is her prob larh. oh its streaming year all your friend will get into good classes if you want get god class better study hard. pssh.
i think this place is now freaky. its damn quiet. okay fine so the radio is on. what if someone suddenly walks in. barh. itll be so freaking weirdd.
i will go in 10 min. yes. i will go home and watch tv/use comp. yay me. at least my parents wont be at homey hah.
dono what i should do now.
Wednesday, September 30, 2009 ; 9:28 PMY
Gummies are <3!!
i think im a confused person. and now i dont have anyone to tell my confusions to. coz i will never ever trust marissa ever again. she is eville. pure evil. people use whatever you tell them against you. it sucks. i dont trust people. all people are evil.
supposed to be doing shit compre now. guess what i dont care. i can fail chi get lowest in class i couldnt care less. which i jolly well will even if i hand it in. and so what if i fail drama. theres not much in that is there. why waste my time and try to churn out 20 more entries for a shit journal. and why bother about cme when i know my morals arent there. its just plain pointless. pssh.
i conclude no one will ever know me, why i became 'emo', and why i do the things i do. coz guess what even i dont. and thats why im confused. how awesome.
i feel like flinging that paper bag that i stayed out late to get with my money. except i cant bear to. coz its my money.
Monday, September 28, 2009 ; 3:45 AMY
Gummies are <3!!
hello/
in sixty seven seconds this message will self destruct.
read it carefully and let me explain clearly, DO NOT PANIC.
can you guess who typed that. duh
me of course sheesh whos gonnna be as pro as me im the proest in the WORLD/ yaaaay.
i love lolipops.
gimme and this wont self destruct.
i swear.
and i suppose you know who typed that too.
today was freaking unproductive.
gonna die for japp. barh.
lol no im lying today was the most productive day of my life. i went to the fat camp and gained 4 kg man! all in one afternoon. after leeching of everything there.
you know what why dont you just finish my post.
67 seconds have possibly passed. tralalala.
orh DIE GERALD DIE
Friday, September 25, 2009 ; 6:41 AMY
Gummies are <3!!
garh i have decided i should be happier. maybe then people will STOP bothering me abt when i became emo. hah.
ahh anyways today had jappy oral. sucked luh. seems like im the only one lame enough to go see my marks. anywayy at least a1 luh. but convo was like shit blarhh. somehow i talked abt tokyo and then ended up not knowing how to understand the rest. oh and apparently i got the easier passage.
and did chi book review in school lib before running for the bus. at least finished sia. left shit compre.
no one wants to go cip tmr morning. arghh. cant check my hours. shall just tell mrs tan i give up. i seem to be the only one free enough to go every week. hmm.
and im not freaking gay i tell you. im not okay. this is all a horrible misunderstanding dammit.
Tuesday, September 22, 2009 ; 7:08 AMY
Gummies are <3!!
dont get me wrong. im not freaking gay. what the hell is wrong with loving people as a friend.
yeah so now we all understand that.
anyway. piano sucked. screwed my scales. whatever man. was damn scared before that. freaking out like siao coz i didnt get to play on the school piano before i left. anyway thanks joan if you ever read this. you really helped in whatever way you didnt mean to.:D even though i still ended up screwing up and wasting your efforts. sorry.
dead tonight. not that i really care. im forever dead. and im still on the comp arent i. at least i have kohs cme.;D
and now rot ferment and decay you dying blog.
do you hate me? im sorry. i really am. will we go far far away one day? we all will i suppose.
